Use me for your Glory

Thursday, April 05, 2007

@6:20 AM

This week was considered awesome.
Including my most hated day, Tuesday.
This whole week turned out pretty well.
Praise the Lord (:

Monday was an ordinary day.
Tuesday was better than Monday (surprisingly)
Wednesday was better than Tuesday (obviously)
Thursday was alright.

We had Discover Jesus Week this week.
Pastor Jeremy Streward came to preach.
And the band came to play.
He preached about The Benefits of the Cross.
Yup, very awesome indeed.
Pastor told us about the crusification of Jesus Christ on Wednesday.
And I started crying.
I guess I was touched, and I never really understood the whole story.
But now I do, so i'm glad.
Thank you Jesus Christ for dying on the cross for my sins.
There's no greater love than this.
You lived to die, rejected and alone,
Like a rose trampled on the ground.
You took the fall, and though of me, above all.

I did the Prefect Profile thing yesterday.
I couldn't concentrate, so if I don't get in, well too bad for me.
I was listening to music, talking to nics on the phone and chatting online.
I can't multi-task. Its not a good thing to do so either.
Anyway I slept at 10 (not like its late or anything) and somehow, I was really tired this morning.
I fell asleep in class in the morning.
And in the quadrangle too.
And I'm not even sure who was the person who came to sit beside me.
I think it was Priscilla.
Hmm anyway, we had home-ec today.
We baked cookies. Mine got burnt so badly.
It was super hard. It tasted awful.
Hahahahahahahaha. Then we got back our Chinese test paper today.
I think I might commit suicide anytime.
You wouldn't care anyway.
No one would.
Bio was kinda stupid. We did the presentation today.
No one asked questions.
And I was quite disappointed cause my group only read from the powerpoint slide.
I mean, sorry. But I thought we could have said something that came outta our mouths, or something. Whatever would be good. But anyway well done for the Slides backgroud Orisa.
All the best to you and Eva for your swimming (:

Recess was boring. Nerine kept stealing my chicken.
But it didn't matter. Walked back to class like a loner.
Talked to Ruth, Orisa and Ethel. Like I do everyday.
Hahaha its quite fun talking to them. Then Mrs Chen came in.
I'm just so stupid.
Such a simple sum and I couldn't even do it correctly.
I better off dead, right?
Whatever.
I need to change.
I hate my attitude.
I hate whats around me.

Anyway look at the brighter side of things stupid abigail.

Just now, Abraham and I were in his room, playing the guitar and sining Alabaster Jar.
Awesome song. Look out for our first album. hahah kidding.
My left fingers are like breaking, skin tearing, cause of the guitar.
My right index finger is coming out cause of the strumming.
I don't know how to use a pick.
My hand hurts.

I feel as if i've fallen through.
I lost talents. It isn't coming back.
Not now, not anymore.
I shouldn't have abused it.
Friends have just drifted further away, further and further.
They're not coming back.
Or at least I think they're not.
I know they won't ever come back
I miss my friends who got transferred.
I want them back, real badly.

This is not an emo post, I'm just stating facts.
Anyway Praise God for touching our lives this week.
Thank you for letting me know about your crusification.
I commit this whole weekend unto your hands.
Amen